Saturday, August 29, 2015

Lin Shu-Jing; The Brightest Star in the Tan-Zih Sky, Pt. #2: "Shooting for the Stars"

      In Part#2: "Shooting for the Stars," Lin Shu-Jing parlays her talents into becoming an early working-class entrepreneur. Even family tragedies cannot stop her career from reaching the heights. 
  
         Two deaths in the family within two years!
          Lin Shu-Ling, my wife's sister, had another brother. He passed away at twenty-one. Lin Shu-Jing was just getting started in her career and the family ruptured. A few year later, at forty-nine, her mother passed away from the same illness, liver cancer; two years later!
          Dear readers, could you imagine how broken up this Lin family was?  I don’t have to; I was there,  in far-away Taipei, falling in love with my sweet young wife-to-be, who when she got the call that her mother was going to die, had to rush home to Tan-Zih. I was there when the tears stopped. The hard life they lived had taught them enough.  
          Father started fading, closed his laundry business; he couldn’t go on without his son and his wife. Somehow, the Lin family carried on. Lin Shu-Jing carried on; she really carried on.
          Lin Shu-Jing had to move on; she asked father to let her use his shack down the street and turn it into a boutique; father agreed. Work commenced.

          “Lights there will make the lingerie more beautiful,” said an interior decorator in a thin short-sleeved button-down shirt. “And these high-intensity lights will highlight whatever you put on these racks.”
          “Wonderful! Let’s do it!” 
          My wife stood by her side. She agreed with the decision. Her sister was her hero.
          “Yes, it will look fine with the rosewood veneer," said the interior decorator with the modern haircut. A carpenter  took his pencil and wrote down ‘rosewood’ on the wall.   A new lingerie boutique being built out of father’s extra space; it would be painted the woodwork done.
          It was a grand opening; braziers, panties, nightgowns, delicate blouses, accessories, away from the west-facing windows which magnifying the setting Taiwan sun, changing clothes’ colors. The boutique would fulfill Lin Shu-Jing's  dream; entrepreneurship, her classmate’s lingerie, spiced with items she’d purchased on trips to Hong Kong, the jet set, boyfriends waiting.
          Dad didn’t need the space in the simple one-story frame flat with a second plywood loft. After the tragedy of his wife’s passing, it would keep his favorite daughter occupied and close to home. It would supplement her income teaching home-study classes.
          Business took off like a rocket. Her students’ parents and fashion-minded Tan-Zih neighbors had a piece of Paris just down the street. The after-school bushiban classes and boutique put Lin Shu-Jing on the map in the world of business. She would make her first Taiwan million dollars before she was thirty years old. Quite an accomplishment for a dry cleaner’s daughter!
          Lin Shu-Jing reached further into the limitless sky. She was on a roll. Next, a café was in her future; a café to serve the sophisticated tastes of young upward mobile western-leaning Taiwanese in the big city south of Tan-Zih; Taichung.
          Dear readers, when you shuck your working-class roots for some foreign bourgeois ideals, all hell can break loose. Lin Shu-Jing felt she had to rise from her station in little town Tan-Zih; right? Her life as the eldest daughter of a dry cleaning farmer just wouldn’t do; not that there was anything wrong with cosmopolitan fashion, but it best be an embellishment, not a replacement for one's own heritage. Ms. Lin was heading full-throttle into a capitalist nightmare, a nightmare where money’s never enough even after you’ve climbed the ladder of success.
          “Father, I was thinking about opening a café,” she said one evening as the family sat watching the news on TV, peeling lychee over the waste basket, spitting out the black pits.
          “A what?” he said glancing over to her like he’d just eaten a sour one.
          “How great! What a good idea,” her sister was ecstatic for her.
“The boutique isn’t enough?” father said as he spit the sour lychee meat out, picked out another, and started peeling.
          “I have enough money to invest from the boutique and the bushiban. With three of my friends investing, I think the four of us could do it.”
          “Like the café I saw on that American TV show yesterday?” said her sister excitedly.
          “Right! Like that; dim lights, marble tables with candles, even an Italian cappuccino maker behind the counter. Lin Shu-Jing's bright aboriginal eyes twinkled with excitement at the prospect of having her own café.
          “Well, I don’t know,” said father. “Running a restaurant is a risky business with keeping the food fresh and all.”
          “My friends have experience,” she explained. “They know what to do.” She looked at her sister. “Can you help out?”
          “Sure. What would you like me to do?” asked her sister excitedly, hoping to become a barista.
          “Could you take over my evening class so I can be in the café?”
          “Oh, that? Okay, but only temporarily,” she said dejectedly.
          “And who’s going to watch your boutique?” said father sharply.
          “Oh father, most of the business there I can do by appointment or over the phone,” she said assuming he knew what she meant. She’d never used advertising, anyway; business was all by word of mouth.
With that, Lin Shu-Jing had three ventures going at once; the home school classes, the boutique, and the café, all without having to borrow a red Taiwanese dollar.
           Why did she do it? Most people would say because she was capable of doing it. A therapist might have a different explanation. She had just suffered through the sorrow of losing her mother and brother to liver cancer. Despite her meltdown in high-school, she had something to prove to herself and a reason to do it: escape.
          The café on the Westside of Taichung, “Four Ladies’ Breeze,” was beautiful. The carpenters did a great job creating a modern western ambiance, and the four ladies had a select menu of French pastries from a local bakery and hot and cold coffee beverages. This was all before anyone in Taiwan dreamed of a Starbucks.
          Lin Shu-Jing worked the counter herself with her three high school classmates. The boutique was put into mothballs, lingerie into boxes, and her sister took over the evening class at home, father’s dry cleaning apparatus having been removed from the space. But my future wife couldn’t stay long; she had her own destiny.
          After she graduated from junior college, Shu-Fang got a job in Taipei, a receptionist at my after-school English center. That’s where we fell in love. Then the news of her mother’s cancer came. She was summoned home to help the family and be with mother. Reluctantly, her sister returned to Tan-Zih. Meanwhile, I got hepatitis, took my three children, left my abusive wife, and returned to the States, but that’s another story.
          Back in Taichung, business at the café wasn’t going well. The café was an idea that was too soon for Taichung lifestyle. The area, now a fashion center, wasn’t hot yet for a café. Lin Shu-Jing’s partner had an idea.
          “Dad, we’re turning the café into a pub!”
          Lin Shu-Jing was shooting for the stars on that bright Tan-Zih night. 

Monday, August 24, 2015

Taiwan Literature in English Translation at the Tainan Library

All the Taiwanese literature in translation can be found at the Tainan Library.












Lin Shu-Jing; The Brightest Star in the Tan-Zih Sky, Pt.#1: "First Star I see Tonight"



Lin Shu-Jing
The Brightest Star in the Tan-Zih Sky

          Of all the people I’ve met in Taiwan, Lin Shu-Jing is the most painful to write about. I’m on the verge of rage, and hope, every time I think about her. I never give up believing that one day she will shine like the brightest star in the sky, the only star visible in the night sky of smoggy Tan-Zih. On this chilly Christmas morning in Central Taiwan, I know Santa is looking for her. He wants to find her but even he doesn’t know where she lives. Perhaps she is hiding from him, too. But Santa never stops looking for the good boys and girls on his merry way around Taiwan. He wants to kiss Lin Shu-Jing on her brow and give her the biggest gift in his sack; the gift called “starting over from scratch.”
          Shu-Jing had always been the star in my wife’s family. The eldest of four children, she was the one destined to succeed. Endowed with a soft smile, easy-going happiness that she spread all over Tan-Zih, she was Lin Shu-Fang’s hero, indeed, the hero of the Lin clan. She was always number one in her classes in elementary and middle school, the most likely to succeed in life, her parents’ favorite child, to my wife’s chagrin; Lin Shu-Fang never got the recognition she deserved in her sister’s shadow.
          Then, somewhere in the pressure cooker that was every school-child’s nightmare in martial law Taiwan, through all the tests, all the teacher abuse, wall-to-wall homework and noodle-bowl haircuts with ugly coarse uniforms, Lin Shu-Jing blew a fuse. She had a nervous breakdown and no matter how much her parents wanted her to make the number one high school, all Shu-Jing wanted to do was dance, dance, and dance the night away.
          My wife, Lin Shu-Fang, used to be Lin Shu-Jing’s cover-up. She was paid well, as far as a child is concerned, for not letting anyone know that her elder sister was breaking curfew, liable to be arrested by marching soldiers who patrolled the streets of “Free China” as the U.S.A. had us believe; KM-Taiwan, more in fear of their own citizens awakening than an invasion from Mainland China that they said would one day be reunited with them by the Three Peoples’ Principles of Sun Yat-Sen. 
          Lin Shu-Jing broke curfew to go to underground dance halls, to meet young men, smoke cigarettes, and be modern in this stoic police state. So many late nights, way after her parents had gone to bed, Lin Shu-Jing would steal back into the Lin home and pretend to be back asleep. Little sister, Shu-Fang, would stealthily open the gate just a tad so Shu-Jing could crawl under and back into bed before anyone found out she was missing. My wife was sworn to secrecy, and received a cookie for her allegiance.
          Lin Shu-Jing didn’t make the list of fortunate students who would be placed in Taichung’s number one high school, and it saddened her father so; her mother, too. He had pushed her and pushed her to be the number one student. What went wrong? What happened to their bright daughter, their favorite child? Father wouldn’t believe that the teacher wasn’t always right, that the school system wasn’t always good, and that his children weren’t always to blame for all their failures. So he drank, he drank heavily and crashed his motorcycle into the glass showcases in his laundromat, lined the four children up against the wall and admonished them for being failures, for being the embarrassment of his life, indeed, for ruining his hard-working life. Shu-Jing would have none of that. She sneaked out as he snored to find a new clandestine dance hall, listen to banned music, to escape from the pressures of Taiwan and her family.
         Lin Shu-Jing parlayed her confidence into ventures that would get her out of her blue collar background. After a period of stuffing herself with comfort food to ward off the demons from her failed academic pursuits, she knew she was better than that. She would make it without being in the number one high school.
          Lin Shu-Jing had many friends and classmates in the clandestine night clubs she visited, young men and women who, like her, had rejected the stiff life reserved for them in this last of the fascist dictatorships; there was nothing ‘free’ about ‘free China.’ Everything from your hair length and style to your school uniform was regulated by the authorities, authorities that, to this day, place a military adviser in every public school. Listen to the metal taps on the boots of the brigades marching through the streets after nightfall. Feel the white terror of curfew Lin Shu-Jing tried to ignore and slip into the world of ICRT, the American military radio station with Casey Kasem’s Top 40 playing Philadelphia Freedom. Nowadays, the American CIA has learned more from the KMT white terror with its ‘see something, say something’ policy than they taught though ugly American occupation, the ‘R&R’ resort spot from Vietnam slaughter. In Lin Shu-Jing’s ‘Free China,’ noisy planes flew the sky at night dropping leaflets exhorting finders to bring such notes to their nearest police station to win a prize for fighting the evil communist terrorists. The western world seemed a lot more fun to Lin Shu-Jing with its rock and roll music, cosmetics, lingerie, and style. She brought this style home, secretly to her sister, my wife, who kept her secrets and internalized Lin Shu-Jing’s open mind.
          Her parents knew their daughter was changing. She wasn’t going to be a scholar at Taiwan University one day. Father led the way, begrudgingly, accepting his daughters’ westernization, to an extent. He punished her brutally when he discovered she was sneaking out at night to go to dance clubs, not because he didn’t like dance clubs, but he didn’t want the neighbors to know his daughter was breaking curfew and even worse, could be arrested. What a face-loser that would be!
          So when Lin Shu-Jing spent hours on the phone with her modern friends from the junior college, an extended high school, father let her; she was still his first and favorite child. One friend had gotten a job at a lingerie factory. That was exciting; western lingerie. Lin Shih-Ling herself had graduated from junior college and gotten a job in a factory but she didn’t like that.
          She had done well enough with school subjects in school to start a class, first in the empty store front of a friend and then in her father’s dry cleaning store front, teaching children after school. An early after-school teacher she was, way before the bushiban chains, and her knowledge and positively effervescent personality propelled her to success. The students stayed to learn, and more came. She convinced father to let her use the shack up the street to expand her school classes, and business was taking off. But Lin Shu-Jing wanted to get closer to the western world than merely teaching the English to Taiwanese children.
          This is where this story changes into a tragedy;

...to be continued